Turning Point

Here I come with another story of my life..
Yesterday was unforgettable day for me. Let's start from the first time I got up in the morning. There are Ped and Kev, my bro's friends. (my bro's age is 14, that makes him the oldest in the(?) gang) They always play with my bro in my house. Actually my parent's house so technically also my house *grin*. They are around 10-13 years old. So cute and lovely especially Kev. He is the true lady killer. You know what? He gave my sister who already married a box of chocolate and begging her to gave him some advice to get a girl's heart. =_= At the young age he already thinking about that??! Oh shame on me who already 22 and still never date anyone before *God please help me from this humiliation* And he said he already dated 3 girls before!! *such an unseen slap on my face*.

Not only Kev, but Ped who is smaller than Kev already have a girlfriend whose 2 years older than him :O Even it's only "cinta monyet" means not really true love but I still envy(?) them. hahaha So I try to tease them, and said, oh Kev you're so cute an stuff, and then he blushing and said he's not hahahaha. I'm having so much fun teasing them :D Yeah, having fun until they teased me -___-"

My mom said how about dating me to Kev and Ped. They looked confused and don't know how to really responded that offer. I just stay quiet and looked at them, watching their reactions which so funny to watch XD. And then Kev politely rejected with confused face on him. But this child, Ped, said, ah that's okay and I could be his spare girl. I gave him the "What the heck are you talking kid?!" look and he just giggles. Geez this kid =____=

But yeah after all I'm having fun with them, my bros, and my mother. We laughed a lot tat afternoon :) But I know when you have laughed a lot for one day, you must be crying later. And that's what happend to me and my mom.

Have I ever said that me and my family kinda into "supernatural" things? oh, no? Okay, now you know. So that night we called for our "grandpa" and talk a lot about what we want to know. So "he" keep answering us until we satisfied and then disappeared with taking over my bro (another bro of mine, he's already 27). Me, who responsible to transfer some energy to my bro (he could do some "supernatural" thing but need me to continue, well actually my energy to specific it). In that time, my bro's own guardian take over his body and keep talking something I don't really know, well what I know it's not our native language so I don't know -_- But my mom understand (looks likely). And she asked about my grandma who died not too long ago. That "shifu" told her something and than she began to cry. I can't do anything much besides hugging her that time, I just hope whatever the problem, she could go through it with a strong heart TT__TT

Then, my bro's acting wierd. He starts following my humming ._. I was humming  a Japanese song, and than he starts following me. That's weird. When I asked him what was he singing, he just said let's sing together... ._. Confused enough, yeah I let him do so. But my mom suddenly realized that's not really him, that's the old him right now and we need to call back the real him now or he will lose himself! Of course I try my best to call him yet he keep back to the old him from the other time. Until we can really make sure he was awake, we keep calling his name and he came back. >.<

So he started to blabbering about having a dream. It's actually a dream about his past life.. Believe or not, it's your right to choose. He said something about necklace, a gorgeous middle-aged woman, a younger woman, and about fighting some gang or stuff. I tried to ask him more, and I come to realize that was also my past life. With his story I came to know about my relationship with my mom. I cried without know what I was cried for. But when I knew, I cried like crazy. I wanted to hug my mom right away but that was forbidden. We actually cannot talk about the past life, but I can't help it. I wanted to say this. Maybe from the past life, this is what I want to say to her... THANK YOU SO MUCH.

I can't explain to you why I want to say that to my mom...because that's actually forbidden. But I can tell you what's in our life past was really unimaginable. Totally. I have a great debt with my mom from the past life that I can never be able to pay her back. But I'll try to make her happy and become an obedient child for her. That's the least I can do now...

That facts about my past life was my turning point. I'm not doing something bad anymore. Become a good kid and listen to her words.

So please, for you readers, do your best in this life, and never wasted it, because human's life will fly away like a blink of eye. Whatever happen in this life because what happened in the past so please everyone do your best ^_^

Monster out~