It's been days ago..but I can't settle down my feelings...
(days ago)
My mom screaming, so I bragging in to her room and find her crying like crazy with my father looked so worried and desperate to beg her to be quiet. Confused, yes. Me too. I keep thinking what might happen. Well, shortly, my mom told me, that my destined(?) man was my big bro. ( me and my big bro isn't really siblings, we're friends who turn out to be siblings and now become lovers(?)) oh please, I got electric shock! How wouldn't??!! Shittt!!! I've never dated anyone before and now you told me that my big bro is my destined man?! What The???!! Oh come on!! I'm still young. I don't even think about marriage! How could?! Damn! I lost words!t
I keep thinking, why?why?why?Why? Why it has to be me? why? I want to fall in love with someone else! not with a man who already fall in love with another woman! What make it worse? that other woman was my big sister TT____TT I don't know what I did wrong in the past, but I can't accept it. Okay my brain's trying to accept but my hearts, my attitude, all of me reject it! How could I have lovers relationship with him??!! he is my bro, for God sake! (at least I think of him that way). But as I saw him, he's trying his best to get closer to me in romantic way, which really makes me depressed T_T Oh God please, help me,what to do??!! now he's calling TT__TT Okay, now he's off... fyuuuhhh TT__TT what to do??? eottoke??! huweee
please someoneee help me out of here :"( sob sob sob
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