Believe..

Today I'm gonna tell you something..
Yesterday my parents called me to come to their room. So I did it.
There, they told me something. Something that makes me confused.
They asked me about my husband. Yeah, about him..They said that he has changed since last time.
And about my brother's dream that told him about my husband true intention of marrying me. I don't know whether that's true or not. I question this my self. Didn't they, my parents, the one who wanted me to marry him in the first place and now when I'm quite in love with him, you came and asked me about this. I am confused.

I wanna trust my husband, but I can't really tell what's the meaning behind all this.
I'm trying to stay calm and said that, Let's see it then.
Actually I do think there's something wrong with my husband. He becomes a bit arrogant nowadays. And I hate it. Should I told him about him about this? Or just be quiet and not saying anything?

I guess the best to do is to talk about this with him when he is in good mood. Yeah, let just do that.
Hope for the best.

Missed, Again.

I missed again.and again.
It's all my fault and I'm stressed over it.
What did I miss?
My holy shit graduation. yet. again.
sigh.
Never across in my mind that I will take this much time to finish this shit final task. So depressing.
I let my man down, my mother, father, sister. Yeah, in short all people around me who expected me to be a fresh graduate soon.
Don't really know how to talk about it with my mom, I'm pretty sure she is not upset, but disappointed, yeah. She really hopes that I graduate soon.
And then again, I never take it seriously. I've missed this graduation twice. And I don't hope for the third!!! :(

Oh Please, God gimme more strength, so I can  make it for this year graduation. Please. Please. Pretty please~~~~~ Luv U so much  God.

God Bless Me. My soul. My family. And My friends. *kiss*